The Daily Freakshow
Wednesday, October 9th, 2024
Okay yeah I missed another day but BRIAN NATION WE R SO BACK!!!!
So yesterday was good, my first class of the day yesterday was cancelled so i basically did fuckall until 11am. I finally finished writing the barebones backstory for my D&D character Algor Mortis (dragonborn cleric), but I can't tell you guys anything. SAD!
I did get an update on Addie (from Kate and Emma). She's not dead!! That's about all I know. Le sigh. We cringe on. Brian Nation Movie Night this upcoming Friday is going to be swagtastic, we're gonna watch X-Men: Apocalypse, and I even bought a broom from walmart to actually clean my dirty ass floor. Which I did end up sweeping last night because the texture of gritty shitty floor detritus on bare feet is enough to make me go evil mode.
I also got mini cans of Dr. Pepper. I've become a Dr. Pepper truther these days. I used to be a lawful neutral Coke enjoyer with no great preference, but now I have been enlightened to the Good Doctor. I also have pretzels and cheeto puffs and doritos and goldfish and FROZEN POPCORN CHICKEN!!! my favorite snackaroo of all. My chairs in my room are hellaciously uncomfortable though according to my friends (Brian Nation i am so so sorry but i am broke and i dont have a couch SAD!), so the NEXT time I go home (probably soon bc im so bad at being independent) I'm probably going to bring my quilt and/or some pillows so we can all crash on the floor.
I can't remember if I told you guys but I bought some air dry clay the other day and I made a little statue of Sergus and I wanna make more saronster statues soon... OH SHIT AAOUUGHH i dont wanna go to claaaaaass but it's almost time. I'll check blackboard and see if it's cancelled HERE'S HOPING!!!
Monday, October 7th, 2024
GREETINGS BRIAN NATION! TODAY IS A NEW DAY!
So my first two classes for the day got cancelled so I'm sitting here in the student center with some friends. My only class of the day will start in literally three hours. I might actually head back to my dorm or get lunch before class. It's math class too, which SUCKS!!! Especially since I blew off my math homework to make a mini clay statue of Sergus Don Shaalendl, my OC.
I'm probably gonna write more today just for fun. I've started the fanfiction where Dr. Barnes and Jade move to the MCU for like a year just to chill, and it's gonna include Daredevil, Deadpool, Wolverine, and other X-Men because I am obsessed.
Also, sorry for no update on Friday either, but I went home and had a great time recuperating from this most hellacious past week. Classes ended and I got home at like 2:30pm because I mayyyy have done a little bit of speeding :3c but don't tell anyone ^_^!!! And then I spent the rest of Friday napping. My brother's birthday was this weekend as well and I'm going to buy him some cool dice. I took some leftovers from his birthday dinner back to college with me because it was salisbury steaks, mashed potatoes, gravy, and corn.
Alright i wuv u Brian Nation!!!!! mwahhhhhhh xoxoxoxoxoxox
Thursday, October 3rd, 2024
I know, I know, I missed Wednesday's blog post. Brian Nation I am so fucking sorry. Unfortunately I was having a Moment™ which is to say I am having a bad time. I am seriously considering taking a gap semester in the spring just because I'm deteriorating rapidly in terms of my mental health.
Good news though, D&D last night was really fun. We've gotten to the point where we're able to really roleplay now.
I am so tired. That's unrelated to D&D; I just need a win, Brian Nation. Things suck right now. This semester is beating my ass and the classes aren't even hard. This entry will be short. Tomorrow I get to go HOME!!!
Tuesday, October 1st, 2024
IT'S OCTOBER BABY!!!! Brian Nation rise again!!!
I really need to work on my costume for Halloween and the Renaissance Festival. I have all the materials for it (I'm making an Ultimate Dirk cosplay) but I need to start jamming now because October is gonna pass FAST what with me working on schoolwork and everything else. It's a bit daunting but I also have a backup plan just in case I can't get the Ultimate Dirk costume done in time. My backup plan is being Logan (Wolverine) since I have the leather jacket, the tank top, the jeans, the boots, etc etc and I even have the hair. Plus it'd be pretty relevant considering the DP&W movie just came out.
I can already put together a pretty lazy cosplay for it, but if it gets to be like a week before Halloween and I'm realizing that the UltDirk thing isn't gonna work, then I can put together a little something extra for Logan like perhaps some claws that retract? I'd have to get Dad to help me with that, though, which means that I'd probably need more advance warning. I'll figure it out.
Rosencrantz and I had a sleepover at my dorm because their AC went out in their apartment, which I know personally is miserable, so I offered my place to crash. We watched X-Men: First Class because they haven't seen it yet. Very entertaining. I drank so much orange juice too. That reminds me! Because I'm broke now, my fridge is a ghost town. I'm also going home this weekend, so maybe I can steal some food from home.
Me going home this weekend also means no Brian Nation Movie Night this week hashtag SAD! Well theres other activities.
My speech for Public Speaking class is going to be awesome btw my x-men queer allegory speech is going to kick so much ass dude. Also, unrelated, but Addie has been offline from instagram for over a week now and I'm worried about them. I've been sending her a backlog of memes to go through and when they return i'm also gonna send her all of the Brian Nation instagram stories that they've missed. Here's hoping she's ok.
ANYWAYS!!! BRIAN NATION WILL RETURN TOMORROW!!! BRIAN OUT!!!
Monday, September 30th, 2024
GOOD MORNING BRIAN NATION!!!
Brian Nation Movie Night went spectacularly! We only managed to watch X-Men: The Last Stand and not also Apocalypse, but there was a great turnout. It was me, Rosencrantz, Ash, Birdie, and Bruno all in my dorm room. We had so many snacks dawg it was crazy. Also, the movie was so unintentionally funny bc like what do you MEANNNN Jean fucking disintegrated the professor like WHATTTTTTTTT we all laughed so damn hard at that even though it was supposed to be sad and shit.
On an eviler and more fucked up note, my fine appeal was denied and I still have to pay $250 to housing and now I am BROKE!!!
But thinking about that makes me mad so I'm not gonna talk about that. On Saturday, I hung out with Hails, their roommate, and Atlas, and we made brunch together which was very fun and fulfilling. We also watched some Gravity Falls together as we ate, which reminded me of all the great memories I have of Gravity Falls so I might rewatch it. Speaking of rewatching stuff, I'm rewatching Daredevil now. I can't believe I forgot how much I enjoyed watching Daredevil. The Matt Murdock trans allegory is insaneeeeeee dude i promise...
On Sunday, I mostly stayed in bed sleeping and doing homework, which I'm really happy about, so now I'm only behind in one class and I've already talked to my professor about that. Sunday evening I went over to Toby's apartment and ate some homemade chicken and gnocchi soup (soooooo fucking delicious dude you have no idea) and then just hung out with him for a couple hours. I didn't get home until like 11:45pm because we were just watching stupid videos on our phones together and also I was animating some more silly gifs.
I might showcase such gifs in my creations page... stay tuned Brian Nation...
Friday, September 27th, 2024
THE DAY IS HERE!!! BRIAN NATION MOVIE NIGHT!!!
Today is a busy day for me. I have to clean, do laundry, get some homework done, and then make sure to eat dinner all before movie night. I haaaaate the laundry services at my dorm because either there's never a free washer or dryer or the ones you CAN get don't fucking work. I guess that's what happens when you have like maximum 12 washers and 12 dryers for the largest dorm on campus. WHATEVER!!!
I have so many snacks for movie night tonight. I got Reeses pumpkins (great find btw i love them so much), individual chip bags, pretzels, chocolate covered pretzels, popcorn of course, flavor blasted xtra cheesy pizza goldfish, the works. I even have frozen chicken nuggets but those are mine sorry guys.
Alright love you guysssssss ^_^ I'll update you all on Brian Nation Movie Night on Monday!
Thursday, September 26th, 2024
RISE MY BRIAN NATION!!! For today is a new day!!!
So I may have skipped my classes yesterday and I feel a bit shitty about that BUTTTT I did get to spend the evening drawing with Rosencrantz after I got a little bit of homework done. So I updated the gif on the Creations page to be a better-fitting square gif of Bilkuud Baiyo. I love my silly rabbit of a saronster and that reminds me, I need to start working on the Saronster Wiki ASAP.
This entry will be relatively short. Partially because I'm waiting for class to start and also because there isn't much to update Brian Nation on, but I have resolved to make weekdaily updates to The Daily Freakshow for all of YOU!!! :D
Anyways. Stay strong Brian Nation... movie night is TOMORROW!!!
Wednesday, September 25th, 2024
Hello Brian Nation!!! We are so BACK!!!
I don't know why specifically but I gotta feeling that things are on the upturn for Brian Nation. Did I get any of my homework done? No. But do I feel better about it? Kind of. Why? I realized that it do not maaaaatter babygirl. Also I might be transferring to a different college next semester just because I finally have my ideal degree in mind. I want to be an anthropology major with a minor in computer science. What am I going to do with that? I don't fucking know. But it'll be a degree that I can actually be passionate about!!!
Cause right now (for those of you who aren't aware of this critical Brian Lore) I'm a biology major with a focus in forensics which was interesting as an idea but when I actually LOOKED at my degree plan i'm like. literally going to kms i cant DO THISSSSS they want me to do ORGANIC CHEMISTRY???? IN THIS ECONOMY???? anwyays. So that's part of the reason why I'm switching majors.
And the reason I might be moving to a different college entirely is because the one I'm at right now does not offer anthropology as a degree plan. Which is not swag. However, there's a college only about 4ish hours away from here that DOES offer anthropology and also it's where a LOT of my friends from high school are going. Apparently the city it's in sucks ass though. It's a larger place than the town I'm in right now though which might be better for my loneliness?
ANYWAYS i love you all brian nation... stay strong... updates will be forthcoming...
Tuesday, September 24th, 2024
BRIAN NATION RISE!!! I still feel kinda shitty about most things simply because of The Horrors (my homework plus im broke) BUT!!! My upcoming speech for my public speaking class is going to be FIRE (imagine flame emojis here) because even though we haven't even started the speech prep I've been on JSTOR looking for sources, and I've been generally pretty successful.
My speech topic is X-Men and the Queer Allegory. I know logically that the X-Men didn't start out as a queer allegory, but modern adaptations like the movies have made me realize like. of fucking course it's a queer allegory. Like as much as I want to stand up in front of the class and say "WOLVERINE IS TRANSGENDER RAHHHH" I'm going to acknowledge that the most blatant transgender allegory in all of X-Men is OBVIOUSLY Mystique.
Because like, people see her as female, generally speaking, but they don't see her as a human or even as a woman. And that rings very true for me because I feel like even if my friends and people around me who support me don't see me as a woman, they don't necessarily see me as a MAN. And that's frustrating!!! Because once someone knows you're transgender, the way they think about you is changed forever, for better or for worse.
ANYWAYZ... IGNORING THAT... back to sillies :3 hehe
I think the next movie night will be on Friday night. I need to go shopping before then though because I need my orange juice... I drink orange juice in the mornings now because I don't want to get scurvy since I don't eat fruit. "Ohhh Brian why don't you eat fruit" BECAUSE IT SUCKS!!! I don't like the texture and I don't like the taste and I don't like it!!!! Bitches will say shit like oh fruit is nature's candy and then forget to mention that the orange slice they hand you is the sourest, pulpiest piece of shit you've ever eaten.
Vegetables are fine. I like brussels sprouts and asparagus and squash and all the others blah blah blah BUT on the condition that they're cooked well. Like don't just shove a bunch of random veggies into a pot of water and boil them until they're pale limp homunculi. This is largely in reference to my college's cafeteria food. I need me some good vegetables PLEASEEEEEE!!!
Alright that's enough for 2day YAY ^_^ stay silly Brian Nation!
Monday, September 23rd, 2024
Greetings Brian Nation... the weekend was interesting! Not necessarily great. But the parts that WERE good were when I got to hang out with my homies. The movie night on Friday night went very well, we watched X-Men and X2 back to back. The queer allegory was INSANE tbh. Were they good movies? Who's to say. (X-men origins wolverine was absolute DOGWATER according to Rosencrantz and frankly I agree. But it was funny lol.)
On Saturday I hung out with Rosencrantz, we went to Kroger and then just chilled at her apartment, before I went to visit another friend's (Hailey) apartment for the evening. There was a tailgate for the football home game at the college I attend so me and Hailey went to that for the free food. It was LOUD!!!! I have so much fucking homework guys it's not even funny and i got almost none of it done this weekend. On Sunday I hung out with Rosencrantz again and we tried valiantly to do our homework. I was largely unsuccessful.
Anyways, that brings us to today. I plan to homeworkmaxx HEAVY today and I am being soso brave about it. I cannot fight the overwhelming sense of despair. COVERED WITH SCORPIONS!!! I'm slowly losing my sense of humanity and identity alike.
I think the next movie night we're going to watch X-Men: The Last Stand and then X-Men: Apocalypse. I hope they're absolutely shit. ^_^ I bought more Kool-Aid Jammers for the movie crew, which is me, Rosencrantz, Sophie, Toby, Juneau, and hopefully Hailey soon.
Friday, September 20th, 2024
Hello Brian Nation... tonight I am planning another movie night at my dorm... we are going to watch the orginal x men movies, the ones with all the black leather and goofy hair I'm pretty sure. I'm editing my blog file on Visual Studio Code while I wait for my American Government class to start.
I'm so hyped for tonight. I need to go out and fill up my truck with gas, and then I need to grab a few more snacks for everyone. I'll update more later, class is starting.
Thursday, September 19th, 2024
I just woke up today LOL. I think tomorrow I'm going to have another movie night with my friends, since my last two movie nights were this past Friday and Saturday. We watched X-Men: First Class, X-Men: Days of Future Past, and X-Men Origins: Wolverine over the course of those two nights.
This time, I think we should watch the original X-Men movie, idk what it's called probably some boring shit like "X-Men" idfk. I've been on an X-Men kick lately, ever since I saw the Deadpool & Wolverine movie two Saturdays ago. The X-Men fucking ROCK btw... the queer allegory is insane. Magneto is always serving so hard in the movies. So is Wolverine tbh but he's serving in a cunt way whereas Magneto is serving in a bad bitch way.
Though I would never pit two bad bitches against each other. They're both great. That reminds me though, the movie version of Charles Xavier is sooooo Feferi Peixes it's insane. If I had to classpect the movie X-Men I'd say this:
- Charles: Mage of Life
- Erik: Knight of Rage
- Raven: Thief of Heart
- Logan: Prince of Blood
- Hank: Page of Mind
I'll add more and make edits as I watch the movies. But I'm always right btw aint noone gonna tell me otherwise BEYYIIITCH!!! Brian OUT!
Wednesday, September 18th, 2024
I'm sooooooo fucking tired guys AOUGH. Also I might get my bank account wiped with a bigass FINE!!!! from HOUSING!!!!!!!!! its so evil.
It's okay though because I'm going to appeal. If I can't appeal, then I will only have 20 dollars for the entire rest of the semester!!!!!! Hooray!!!!!!!!!!
Tuesday, September 17th, 2024
Today I presented a powerpoint in front of the class on why they should join my Minecraft server. No takers.